They hide the fact that they feel some unbelief.  They hide their fear.  They hide their shame.  They hide the fact that they are afraid to show God their whole heart and true self so He can then cleanse them.

Until they grow a pair and get real with themselves, they cannot get real with God.  Its a process and a long one.

Many Christians are just babies and need 7 years of work on themselves to become self aware.  And that’s IF they will do the work or say the right prayers to become aware of their own heart.

How can this be?  The beast system has succeeded in shaming us all so deeply and at such an early age that we hide our truth and wear a mask by default. 

We have worn the mask for so long most of us don’t even know we have it on.  We, many of us, believe we really are the embodiment of the mask that we wear.

The mask we unknowingly wear is bits and pieces of TV characters, perceptions of our classmates, actresses and actors we admired, those we emulate by their outter appearance.

We judge harshly our own insides by the outsides of our peers.  This is a false perception of humankind.

While our true heart, the child, (we MUST become as little children to inherit the kingdom of God) is buried SO deeply, it is gagged, bound, dispondant, dispossessed, utterly, silenced, and broken.

Our own heart viewed as “bad and wrong” nearly inherently, due to the long term and generational programming of our minds is hidden from us therefore we hide it from God.  Our own heart’s voice has been shut down by our intellect for years on end.  We go through life self editing our Truth that so badly needs to be expressed to be healthy emotionally.

This is where most people say to themselves “this article is psychobabble, bullshit,” with an angry tone of thought and disregard everything I write.

Let’s face it folks, if we are in end times you don’t have time to do the work for self awareness by 12 steps and requests to Father to reveal all Truth unto us about ourselves and about the things He wants us to know.

Children children children it takes so very longs to peel the onion that is who we see ourselves as.

It takes a minimum of seven years to break down lifelong emotional survival skills and walls that bind and blind.  That’s right seven years and that is if your born again and filled with the Holy Spirit as a prerequisite.

Self knowledge comes with intensive work.  The born again experience often comes only to those who are first utterly broken.  Then we must be built in Truth, humility, and courage.  We must realize we are God’s child therefore inherently good and righteous.  We must become who we really are then we can approach Father in Truth.

See its not easy to cope with reality when it comes to the complex emotions of a traumatized human.    Most humans are severely emotionally traumatized by the Beast system.  Shame is the foundation of deceit.

We live as if our true heart does not exist at all faking it all the way through life, secretly believing the lies of the beast.

We found the feelings and Truth of our own heart socially unacceptable, vulnerable, squeamish, pansy, chicken shit, fearful, and just plain socially unfit (as we were taught) so we hide our heart’s truth away.

UNTIL WE SEE OUR EMOTIONAL PATTERNS OF SURVIVAL and our KNEE JERK DEFENSE MODES WE CANNOT FACE FATHER IN TRUTH except in certain compartmentalized areas of ourselves.

How then can we get real with God when we do not even know our own heart that cries in the dark day and night?

Why did Jesus say “we MUST become as little children”?  Most adults rebuke vehemently the idea of an inner child.  They are programmed.  The veil must be lifted.

Truth sits, in us in the place we cannot face or tolerate because of emotional survival skills that crush all appearance of vulnerability in us.

Something will have to rip away our walls since we won’t bring them down willingly.  If we are to know God truly the walls MUST COME TUMBLING DOWN.  This my friend is where most

Christians miss the mark.  This is why most Christians will not make the first rapture we believe.

Most sheep have dropped their belt of Truth and are under the strong delusion at hand they still wear the helmet of salvation YES these blind sheep are saved. But they won’t make the first rapture.

Are those who cannot face Father in full Truth lost?  Are they unsaved?

NO!  I do not believe that for a minute.  These believers are sincere in their Faith. But their belt of Truth has fallen.  They wear the helmet of salvation but their armor is breached.  In comes the strong delusion.  They do not see the Mandela effect or the massive bible changes.  They don’t see the horizontal moon or the blasphemy in what they openly read in the KJVB.

These blind sheep can read right over error, contradiction, blasphemy toward God & man and explain it away by lies.    They now prefer the lie therefore they must be plucked from the hands of Satan by the gift of desperation.  The Great Tribulation shall bring them the desperation toward God that they so badly need.  We pray for them to be awakened.

BY PRAYING FOR THE BLIND SHEEP TO WAKE UP WE ARE PRAYING FOR THE GREAT TRIBULATION TO OCCUR.  For these two things are synonymous.

THE SOLUTIONS:  12 step work, Learn healthy emotional tools, Empathic Therapy, Rampant prayer without ceasing, start from the beginning square one with God, admit to God we need help, take off the blinders, ask not to be deceived, ask God to save us NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.  Maybe He will ramp up the process and bestow an end times miracle up us.  Lay on the bed.  Put both arms out to the side, now show God your entire heart, show him that which you have hidden, write down all your fears and ask God to remove.  If you think your not afraid your blind.  Ask God to open your eyes to your own heart and to help you process Truth.  Pray God for the belt of Truth and the whole armor of God to be on you.  Go to https://recoveryfarmhouse.net and https://recoveryfarmhouse.com and learn about recovery.

WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.  SELF AWARENESS AS A WHOLE CAN HAPPEN IN AN INSTANT.